yesterdae, 22/8.. me n joel went to sentosa, we had lots of fun.. i told him that we will pretend to be couple for one day..and i realli felt loved, like tt kind of feeling tt we used to had. i dono if he was jus trying to grant my wish or tt he realli wants to act tt way. it is realli nice that we can walk along the beach, enjoy the breeze hand in hand. simple n nice. n i m realli touched by what he told me. tt dae i gave him a sweet box casually, hinting him tt he shud throw it away, but instead he kept it. and quite long agao, we went to east coast, n i picked up a stone, n i gave it to him, he aso kept it. i mean.. i didnt know tt he kept all those rubbish tt i gave him.
and there was aso sad moments yesterdae. i saw his hp backgrd, with a stupid green apple. which is the same as.... (shall not sae) n tt girl actually msg him to ask him out on fridae. althu i said tt i wan to let go totally, but still cant help it but to feel abit of jealousy. how stupid of me.
but he said tt, "no matter wad u think of me n her, i still like u.. i will wait for ur return.." on so touched..