how does the toilet moves?

post ur ans in my tag bah!! haha.. those who knows the answer shhhhh ahh..

credits: teng kian leong

now i hope i can realli get knock down by a car or roll down the hill. shi yi (lose memory), like wad shufie alweas say..
ur brain can actually forget the part of memory that u want to forget. i wan to forget!!!

after exam le!! yuppie!! happie!! we went to our group chalet again. it is our second chalet le.. so happi to have all of u with me!! secretseven(grp name) consist of my beloved jess n liza, the super comedian yeeyun, the ultra dilligent n feminine faith, funni and talkative yiwei and the shy shy min shi. due to some unfortunate thing that happen to minshi, she cant join the chalet. sad... but ya! we all still had lots of fun, dancing chinese dance, taking cranky pics and eating our super expensive chocolate fondue!! yummy!!but it is quite sad that both days are rainy days.
on the second say morning, i met my secondary school fren as he asked me out for breakfast at downtown east. he was late for 45mins loh! so i went to the beach on my own and take n stroll, the morning breeze is realli shiok n "wow" and of cos calming. reali realli love beaches and fresh air. then while i was walking to meet him, bloody hell. suddenly got heavy down pour! the rain drop super duper big de loh. n hit on my head. i was drenched badly. walk briskly to escape theme park to get shelter n i swear i was seriously drenched, like i jus came out of the shower w/o towel. so i knocked on the security guards room door n asked for tissue, the Indian uncle give me a roll of toilet paper loh.. but thx huh. it is realli of alot of help. so the rain gets gentler, so i walked to down town east to meet him. when i saw him, he actually passed me a NTUC plastic bag. in my mind i was thinking, "wad the hell this guy holding a NTUC bag, so spoil image n look like ah Beng lo!" but actualy he went to NTUC to buy me a towel n took a cab down lo. wah seh, seriously paisae n touched loh. even ex bf aso nv so nice to me b4.
now my eyes are seriously having dark circles and it is very puffy. realli tired. didnt slp for the entire nite. thinking.

quite lazy to blog now, maybe mood is not quite good. cos my prince went to rescue another princess.
OB paper down, now left with dpd paper on wed. jia you jia you!!

todae is shufie's birthdae,, we went to coffee club to eat.. had lots of fun la!

we aso brought alot of stuff loh, or it shud be i bought alot of stuff. i bought a new pair of shoe, a Elizabeth Arden mask, a set of sports wear(to wear to slp de). n linda aso get v pissed off by buying a pair of new pumps out of impulsiveness. then she got so pissed till she curse n swear v loud and walk v fast.. this is her usual pattern.. v long nv see le.. but see liao aso v scary loh..

sian sian sian.. moodswing!!!

wow finally after so long, i can have a nice n delicious dinner at home, home made by my mum,, got my fav chilli crab, fried prawns, beansprouts n teochew steam fish n my fav lotus soup.. aww yummy yummy.. but realli sad la, cos went i go to china, dono if i will get to eat such yummy home cooked food anot. my mum was saeing she prepared all my fav food cos i m eaving soon, so sad la when i heard she say tt.

n joel said he want accompany to study, so he came over to my house to eat dinner with me.. haha cos he said he missed my mum's cooking. so ya, we had a good time!

at nite, i cant slp till ard 2am.. i was thinking abt r/s prob again.. i heard joel sae tt actually wanxin(tt ger who likes joel) doesnt realli like me.. so i m quite sadded la.. althu i alweas sae that dun care abt wad others think abt u.. n actualli i was thinking of sending her a email to actualli communicate with her. but i think i m realli stupid if i do tt. cos she will end up think tt i m having some ill intention or smt like tt. so ya forget it. my r/s prob is realli draggy, whenever i m determined to let go, he will not let me go. yet he doesnt wan to make it clear to everybody. haiz.. i dono, i think he is quite selfish.. everydae i feel troubled bcos of this. haiz very FAN la!!

now got to study again... study study study..!! aww bored!!

looking forward to after exam, then can go out for gathering, chalet with liza n groupmates, bbq with kianleong pri sch frens.. n then fly off, dunwan stay here animore!

yesterdae, 22/8.. me n joel went to sentosa, we had lots of fun.. i told him that we will pretend to be couple for one day..and i realli felt loved, like tt kind of feeling tt we used to had. i dono if he was jus trying to grant my wish or tt he realli wants to act tt way. it is realli nice that we can walk along the beach, enjoy the breeze hand in hand. simple n nice. n i m realli touched by what he told me. tt dae i gave him a sweet box casually, hinting him tt he shud throw it away, but instead he kept it. and quite long agao, we went to east coast, n i picked up a stone, n i gave it to him, he aso kept it. i mean.. i didnt know tt he kept all those rubbish tt i gave him.
and there was aso sad moments yesterdae. i saw his hp backgrd, with a stupid green apple. which is the same as.... (shall not sae) n tt girl actually msg him to ask him out on fridae. althu i said tt i wan to let go totally, but still cant help it but to feel abit of jealousy. how stupid of me.
but he said tt, "no matter wad u think of me n her, i still like u.. i will wait for ur return.." on so touched..

Many of us may envy pretty girls long silky hair, good figure n shape, wonderful sense of dressing and have their own style and plus rich. but who knows, what is hidden behind these beautiful faces? A beautiful outlook, with a bad inner self. what is the point of having such a glamourous mask? inner beauty is the best. outer beauty can bring u out the first step, but only inner beauty/personality/character can bring u far.

wad a bored n meaningless day..

study
walk ard the house
drk green tea
eat cake
study
walk around again
went to msn to tok to a unhapi fren, but his life is so meaningful n full of activities loh.. jus dono how to appreciate life.(u Heard this, zy?)

then i went to NTUC to buy $15 worth of tidbits.. going to be 85kg after exam. all my osip mates bz losing weight, me here bz gaining weight. when it is time to go China, people wear chiong sum, i will have to use toilet rolls to wrap me up cos toilet roll is long enuff to wrap me up. i m crapping already, see how bored i m?

ya whenever tok abt being fat, i get pissed off, super duper pissed. those Calvin Klein staff from paragon, simply jus detest them to the core lo.. i will nv forget them! urgh! if jess is with me now, i sure will scold some nice nice language n "sing song" and chant for her to listen. cos she knows wad i m toking abt la.. aww, see, i m not being forgiving. jus dono y canot forgif them la after so long...

Today, i had such a fun, meaningful and packed day. woked up7am in the morning, went to sch with my mummy to go for OSIP meet-the-parents session. haha i get to tok to my beloved frens' parents n ya can clique quite well aso la.. then nerine and linda's mum keep luffing at me taking the mini cream puff. it is my fav fav food lo... and they actually counted how many i had taken. but garry took more than i did la! but ya la, jus for peace fun n laughter.

Then my dearest primary sch fren Isabel. she called me out of the blue n told me she at my house bus stop, so i invited her to my house la.. n we chatted for a few hrs.. n haiz, some one with a r/s problem again.. y i m meeting so many ppl with r/s problems. aww hate it. but ya la, my advice is to look forward n be optimisti. God will take care of us!

then i headed to EAst Coast Chalet with my family. it is Dylan's 2nd birthday. i went cycling with my cousins, n end up my ass got damn pain. know y? cos the seat of tt stupid bike is made onli plastic, no cushion one loh!! (complain complain) n now! my ass still pain la!then after eating the yummy buffet food, i went to look for LIza. who happen to be there for her bro's birthday bbq. as i walked along the beach, enjoying the breeze, i felt so lonely, becos there used to be someone who alwaes walked there with me. but forget about tt. then i became liza's family photographer.. so funni lo.. but i enjoyed it alot la. haha..

Then here comes the funniest thing.. liza came to me n tell me, "eh colleen, there is a guy(my brother's fren) wan to know u leh!"
me:"huh who?"
liza:"there is a fat guy..." liza suddenly look shocked n she squat down looking damn embarassed.
and wad the.... that fat guy she was refering to was actually jus behind us. then he heard wad liza said, made u big big u turn and walked away. hahaha. me, liza and shahril faster faster run away back to my chalet to eat the nice nice laksa.

tts all. interesting rite!

aww.. so sad la, it is my last day of sch after attending ms jackie ong's revision lecture. i love TP la! me jess n liza bought nachos from cheers n we took some pics while eating.. gona miss those
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then i went to cut my fringe for $3 opp sch. haha jus got the urge to cut after seeing shufen cut her fringe. then we went to parkway with this mad woman liza. we had lots of fun n we chat alot abt relationship prob la.. haiz,, relationships are torturing la, but i m still looking forward to a sweet relationship.

Lesson learnt: love is like flying kite. you must know when to let go and when to hold on tight.

todae i was online chatting with adrian for quite a long time. we chat abt relationships n stuff la, n i realli pity him lo, have such a not so good gf.. and aso i learned someting from her. which is not to take frens and people ard u for granted, or else they will leave u eventually no matter how much they loved u in the past.
btw i haven introduce Adrian. he is a special fren. i have no idea how we became fren, it seemed like his number jus appeared in my hp. n his number had been there for i think more than 5 yrs. so yesterdae, i felt so down, so i decided to msg this mysterious fren. n then we end up chatting online. seems like we can clique quite well la. but i m realli sorri to take up so much of his time.

conclusion: lost a Bf but Found a New FRen!

17/8/2006, if we did not break up, todae is our 4 yr n 1 mth anniversary. today, our class had our ticketing test, i think i will not do well for it la. cos the essay qn is damn difficult. n after that, i went to meet sumone for lunch. it is such a sad decision that i have make. after so long and so much of dragging n indecisiveness, i decided to let go. to me love is not about being together with someone. but rather, to let him lead a carefree life with no worries no sadness. so yes, from todae on, i shal not bear ani hope, not shed a tear, stop remembering the date(17/7). i am not as sad as that time, becos i did not expect ani "return in investment". ya, i wana thank him for his effort this one month, ya, enuff happiness for me. i m grateful and thankful. hope that he can find the one he realli loves. god bless!

hi friends! this is my new blog. i used to not beleif in blogs and think it is boring. but ya now i m having one too. the main purpose of this blog is to help me track down events that happen when i m in china and secondary is to me to write down my feelings n thoughts. so hope u guys can enjoy going thru my blog!